Today I'm feeling sick. I didn't go to school as I have a sorethroat and my right eye is infected. Double whammy. Bah.

I hope it's not the same infection as two years ago, when it was really bad and I ended up going to hospital.

Anyway, last night I slept really early, at about 9. I guess I felt unwell.

And I had a weird dream. Kinda weird and silly dream.

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I dreamt that I was with my ex boyfriend. And things were the same again. I don't know why I dreamt of him, and I remember feeling happy and excited in the dream, but when I woke up it I felt upset and a little sick.

In the dream, my ex and I met at some public place. I didn't even question him why he was there, and what we were doing. I remember going with him to a lift. And we took a lift up, in what seemed like endless forever.

Then in the lift, people kept coming in and going out. He was talking to me, he said a lot of stuff. But too many things I couldn't remember.

The first person who came in was his Mom. She stayed there for a while, smiled and then went out. Then came in his older sis. She asked what we were doing. Then came in his Dad, whom I remember as a very quiet man. He too went out soon after.

Then different people started coming in. My mom, and other people like strangers.

It seemed so real.

The lift kept going up. Everyone who came in had gone out. Finally, it stopped at the 99th floor. And my ex took me out.

We arrived at some sort of wonderland. The place was so beautiful, so surreal. There was a beach, and a garden right next to the beach in which many flowers were blooming. (Strange right?) In the garden there were fruits and sweets growing from the branches.

I looked down and I was wearing a white dress.

I was so happy and was running around the place, getting candy and chocolates from the trees to eat. My ex was just lying down on the sand, looking at the blue blue sky.

I went over to him and offered him some candy.

He hugged me. Then he took my hand and actually led me to the sea.

And we walked into the water, and kept walking in. The water reached my chest, and I knew we were going in deeper, and surprisingly I felt calm and a little peaceful. And we soon disappeared entirely.

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When I woke up, I felt so disturbed. The reason why I'm writing this down is because I often have dreams that come true.

I'm feeling a little unwell right now. Going to drink some milo. 0 Comments