there's no real
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Monday, April 23, 2007 @ 12:38 PM A few weeks ago, I saw a familiar face in my school. This guy had a crush on me two years ago. Before that, we were friends. After when he told me that he liked me and especially when I knew that I did not have feelings for him, everything felt kinda surreal. In a way, I wished that it hadn’t happened – I did not have to know that he liked me, because it seemed to make situations around us more awkward. I did not mean for it to happen, but somehow you know the akward silence is always there, because you KNOW that the other party likes you. Somehow your view of him/her changes slightly, whether its for the better or worse. You would either feel: A) Hmmm. This guy likes me. But I like him too. So maybe we could give it or try. B) This guy likes me. But I don’t really like him. As in, I only see him as a friend now. Maybe I would grow to like him in the future? C) This guy likes me. But I don’t have feelings for him.
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So am I. It’s so awkward, having this kinda situation in your school, don’t you think? Haha. Oh wells. Teenage love always makes you think the most. Friday, April 20, 2007 @ 12:49 AM Sometimes I really feel like turning back and running, . . . . . . Running . . . . . . Running . . . . . . Running . . . . . . Straight ahead. Away from my problems, away from you. Away from all this. Isn't the back door always the fastest way out? But then I think about the look on your face And I stop. Monday, April 09, 2007 @ 12:30 AM TODAY WAS UTTER BLISS. :) Sunday, April 08, 2007 @ 4:12 PM Feeling happy and sad at the same time. Have you ever felt that way before? It's like you think about something, then you're like, yaye! I'm so happy and contented right now. Then suddenly something HITS you back. And you're like, Oh man. I wish he didn't have to like, go back home. |
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Hello, I am Jia Xin. 05/04/1990 psalm 27:4 my favourite things!
satisfying FOOD, cooking & baking, romantic and funny movies, shopping, going to the beach, Lisa Ono, Norah Jones, Diana Krall, Michael Buble, Aretha Franklin, all that jazz, Bossanova! And just hanging out with the people I love makes me happy :)
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