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Saturday, August 20, 2005 @ 12:21 AM


I want to say thank you for the times you helped me when I was lost, comforted me when I was sad and offered me your advice when I didn't know what to do.

Thank you for calling me up at 3 am last night to console me, and to listen to me when I felt like I didn't know what to do. Thank you for letting me confide in you.

Thank you for wiping my tears and offering a hug when I was down.

Thank you for laughing with me, sharing your jokes with me and caring for me.

Thank you for the times we have shared.

Thank you for being such a wonderful friend.

I love you.

Wednesday, August 03, 2005 @ 10:05 PM

Dear friend,

My heart shattered when I saw you kick at Max today. Sure, I know he may not be very cute but you have no reason to shove him away when he came running towards you. You also have no right to do that to a small, harmless animal. He is obviously shorter than you, since you are so tall. I love my dog, and you have no reason to harm someone that I care for.

I thought you were genuinely kind and sincere, thoughtful and caring but I guess I was wrong about that. I understand you must have felt frightened when Max came bounding towards you, but the shove you gave him was hard and painful. As if that wasn't enough, you still kicked him. You then promptly threw him out of my room, and slammed the door. He whimpered and limped away. I remember the look on your face when you started laughing as if it was funny.

In the car, I cried for the first time in a few months. I didn't sob, you must know that is not my style. But still I couldn't control the tears that flowed down freely and silently. You insist that he is just a dog. Just a dog, yes. Just a dog to many, but he means the world to me.

The shove probably didn't hurt him physically. He may just be slightly shocked, but I guess he will forget about it in a matter of minutes. But I cannot, and will not forget the act of violence you thrusted upon a harmless animal.

My dear friend, I can't help finding it hard to forgive you, so please give me time.

With love, Jiaxin

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