Felt really exhausted.

Had rehearsal for Presentation Night today. Well, it didn't go as well as expected.
Sighs. Sir was disappointed with us for not having enough confidence and I guess right after we performed, I got that sinking feeling in my stomach. Oh man. To think about it, before we even performed, I already felt... Funny.

Like I knew that it wouldn't go too well.
Stupid 6th sense feeling.
Me and Natasha were seriously freaking out and kept going toilet to pee and calm ourselves down. Haha.

Gotta buck up from now on!

*****

Anyway, today I was late to school.

For the first time in this term. Great. Left 2 more times.

So my ezlink card was confiscated again by Michael Tan of course, and after band I had to go and see him.

I went with Lilian and just waited outside his room. And he was there.
Then I dunno why, I suddenly felt scared.
Haha.

So I went up and said, "Mr Tan, can I collect my ezlink card back?"
He peered at me over the top of his glasses and squinted.
"What's the time now? Why did you only come now?"
"Oh, I had band. It just ended."

Then he motioned me into his room so I just went in for question-asking time.

So I just walked in as usual, and looked around kinda awkwardly.

"Not your first time late right?" he asked.
"Yeah." I smiled.
"Late and late and you always smile. Always smile… Think you can get away with murder?" he said. "You're year 2?"
"Nope, year 1..."
"Which is your card?" he asked.
"The one with the ugly picture," I smiled.

Haha. My ezlink card has a picture which looks totally different from me now. People often see it and do a double take. Then they ask me if I did plastic surgery.

"Ugly picture?" he said. He went through the Year 1 stack and I pointed it out to him.
"Nope, it's not ugly." he said really slowly and examining it.
"It is," I laughed. "That was really long ago."

“Well, you’re not ugly now,” he said. "How old were you then?"
“Primary 5.”
“Primary 5? That was a long time ago!” he said. “This picture isn’t ugly.”

And then he suddenly talked to me about looks and self-confidence! I was like, zzzz. Oh wells. I do know about self-confidence and stuff like that, I only said I was ugly before and he suddenly launched into a long speech. And I just nodded and nodded, hoping to get away soon cos it was late and I was feeling tired.

Hmmm. I don't know why many people say that he's a pervert. Actually, I feel that he's quite nice and friendly. Except that sometimes he always asks weird questions.

Haha. Oh wells.

After that I just went home with Lilian. Was feeling so tired that I didn’t feel like going anywhere.

Doing EOM now.

*****

Just a simple question,
How do you know if you like a person?