Weeeee i'm feeling so happy tonight :)

For no reason at all! Well actually I do know the reason. I think the song kinda cheered me up. I'm feeling warm and fuzzy right now. And hello jas ngu, if you're reading this I MISS YOU. Haven't had recess with you for really long. Sigh. Darn long. Kinda busy with schoolwork and doing our own stuff now right. Haha it's okay I do read your messages sometimes except that I don't reply most of the time. I'm so sorry! Close friends are alright :)

I think my phone doesn't really fulfill its purpose at all. Heh

I'll get a new one soon! Maybe after O's.

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Lately I feel as though God has been trying to tell me something about... hmmm. It's something to think about especially since I've left it hanging there for some time. I know you're trying to show me something... but I don't really know if I should go ahead, Lord. Should I? I really don't wish to mess things up. And yet I know I should clear this up before you know what happens. Maybe I should just let things take its course and let You work Your way in us, Lord.

I'mnotsureaboutussometimes.Ijustdon'twanttoendupthesameagain.Oncebitten,twiceshy.

You know what I mean? I hope you understand.

I really like having you as a friend and ONLY friends because, well I've always always viewed you as one and all of a sudden everything comes out. I think you were hoping for something more but I guess you got disappointed... and the thing is, I really did appreciate having you as an older brother whom I could joke and crap with on rainy days. And also the time when you listened to my problem, it really touched me because I saw that you had another side to you. You're a really sensitive listener and it moved me a lot :)

Yeah. You're a funny and sweet and caring bro. The kind who craps with me but stands by me through thick or thin. I truly appreciate that.

Now everything seems awkward between us and as much as I try talking or crapping with you again you seem kinda distant. Yeah.

So I'm just waiting for the old you to come back again.

If not, is that it?

:) :) :) :) :)

Hum. I can't stop grinning to myself like an idiot.

HAPPY HAPPY! I'm a happy girl tonight. Gonna make some milo and go to bed. Lots to do tomorrow! 0 Comments